inklings.

today...
today i am sad.

:/ i don't know why

nothing bad happened.
good stuff happened in fact

i hung out with drew pool side and we laughed and talked and i miss him.
and steve and i are cool again. which is awesome because i think he was really important to me, and i just kinda, pushed away his importance because.. i dont know? i wanted to be a bitch?
then again is still have every right. whatever. one thing about bitterness, it always always prevails. :/

derek picked me up from school today. he was the last person i contacted before my phone went kaputz on me and he came through. that was super nice.

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still. i am sad.
i need a kiss. not necessarily a lip kiss, though i would like one very much.
but the kiss on the cheek. the i love you and i miss you and i think you're a good friend and i just want to know that i am proud of you.
and while sure, someone could tell me all of those things, just a simple thing could let me know.

waaah.
i suck ha. this is the last sad post for a very long time

oh yes,
and i really hope that Obama doesnt win the presidency.